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Hey all! Sorry for not updating in awhile, school and work has been crazy as I'm sure most of you can relate. I'll be back to updating soon :) I found this little poem in one of my school books and really liked it and wanted to share it with you all.

Hope you enjoy it asmuch as I do!

In a veriety of ways, the mass media helped make us the critical schizophrnics we are today, women who rebel against yet submit to prevaling images about what a desirable worthwhile woman should be... We ambivalent toward feminitiy on the one hand and feminism on the other. Pulled in opposite directions, told we were equal yet told we were subordinate; told we could change history, but told we were trapped by history. When I open Vogue, for example, I am simultaneously infuriated and seduced. I adore the materialsim; I despise the materialism. I want to look beautiful; I think wanting to look beautiful is about the most dumb-ass goal you could have.


Wednesday, March 07, 2012

1
You had me. You had me for awhile
and then you left. It has nothing to do
with me, it is about you, and it is always
about you: what you need and what
you want. You know, it seems that you
only want me when you can't have me.
You like the chase and that's all.

2
When you're struggling with something,
look at all the people around you and
realize that every single person you see
is struggling with something, and to them,
it's just as hard as what you're going through.

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3
We would be good together.
And I think you know that too.
So, why are you with her and
im standing here hurting.

4
I'm not giving up.
I'm not a quitter.
This will just make me work harder.
Work until i can call you mine.
Thanks for the motivation.



5
I'm broken on the inside.
I put up a happy front,
but on the inside i'm dying
Talking to you hurts,
knowing that you choose her
makes me feel so lost.

6
it's you. you mean everything to me.
you're the first thought in my head in the
morning when i wake up and my last
thought before i go to bed. you smile
at me in my dreams. when you're sad,
i feel sad and when i see your smile,
i feel incredible like there's no other
thing around and all i can see is you



7
there's so much about me that you don't know and
there's so much about me that you'll never understand

8
it's the simple things in life that we never forget.
it's those words we wish we never said.
it's those words we wish we would have said.
it's the happy endings in fairytales we want to have.
and it's those divine memories we want to
rewind and relive again



9
sometimes on the way to what's supposed
to happen, something even better happens

10
I’ll help you up when life gets you down.
Remember to smile and never frown.
Live life crazy with no regrets.
Never look back but never forget



11
I like when we sit next to each other
and your leg fits perfectly against mine.
I like when our feet bump and we don't apologize
I like this closeness. I like this comfort.
I like you.


12
My feelings just changed. I had been waiting
for you to realize you couldn't go another day
without me. I had played out every excuse you
could of had for putting all that time between us.
Missing you had become second nature to me.
And somewhere in the last year, when I never got
that phone call, and you never showed up at my
window, and we never ran into each other, I just
stopped feeling like I needed you so much.



13
I love and trust people more than I should; in
the end I just get walked on and treated like I'm
invisible.

14
The worse thing is caring about someone,
wondering how they are and what they're up to
when the truth is they've stopped wondering about
you a long time ago.

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15
Choose to love rather than to hate.
Choose to laugh rather than to cry.
Choose to create rather than to destroy.
Choose to persevere rather than to quit.
Choose to praise rather than to gossip.
Choose to heal rather than to wound.
Choose to give rather than to steal.
Choose to act rather than to procrastinate.
Choose to grow rather than to rot.
Choose to pray rather than to curse.
Choose to live rather than to die.

16
Falling for you wasn't the plan, but when
you held me in your arms, something
told me this is where I need to be.




17
I hate that time before you go to sleep at night
because that's when all the thoughts you've been
trying to avoid start to linger in your mind.

18
Don't you realize what you are to me, and you're
always gonna be? You're the love of my life.
Everyone else is gonna be second best. There will
never be another you.



19
The worse thing is caring about someone,
wondering how they are and what they're up to
when the truth is they've stopped wondering about
you a long time ago.

20
Better late then never, but
never late is better. They tell
me time is money, well we'll
spend it together. I'm down for
whatever, you just lead the way.

21
All she really wants is for you
to finally get the nerve to say how
you really feel about her. That way,
when you look at her, she's not still
second guessing what you really mean.

22
Ask most people what they want out of
life and the answer is simple, to be happy.
Maybe its this expectation though, the
wanting to be happy, that keeps us from
getting there.


23
They say that once you hit rock bottom,
things can only get better. But sometimes
you never hit rock bottom. Sometimes life's
a black hole and you just keep on falling.
No slowing down, no turning around,
no stopping. You just fall forever.

24
If everything happened when
& how we wanted it to, nothing
would be worth waiting for.


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

No does not mean never. It just means not yet.

1.
A simple, "Good morning, beautiful,"
text could make any girl smile for
the whole day.
-truth.

2.

I hate when people see me at the store & are like
"hey what are you doing here?" I'm like "Oh
you know, hunting elephants."

3
Stop thinking you need people - get it out of your head. Just live your life, beautifully.
Make yourself happy because you're never promised that you'll find someone who can do that
for you. & even if you do find that person - you could loose them. Stop depending on anyone
else in your life to determine your happiness and start looking in the mirror at the most
important one. Just be patient, & in time you'll come across someone that feels right - & without
even knowing it you will have picked someone who compliments you, rather than trying to find
someone who completes you.

4
The right guy isn't the one that
flirts outrageously with you;
he's the one that stands in the
background and catches you when you fall.

5
That awkward moment during an exam
when you realize you need a calculator
for problems like 3x4 or 6x5 ... due to stress.

6
Sometimes, by holding on too tight,
you end up losing what you were
trying so hard to save.
Soap, for example.
7
Did you ever notice that there is always that
particular line in that certain song that stands
out in a certain way and reminds you of that
one person you can't seem to forget?
Happens to me all the time ♥

8
Rachel McAdams married two different hot guys in both
The Notebook and The Vow and ended up
not remembering either of them.

9
When you find the best, the past really means nothing.

10
I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better,
and the one that makes you say
"my life has changed since I met her."


11
Everyone says the pain will get less as time
passes, I don't believe them. I think they only
say it so you face getting out of bed every day.
You think today might be the day, but it never is.

12
You must give up the life you had planned,
in order to have the life that is waiting for you.


13
They're going to judge you regardless,
so you might as well let them judge
you for who you really are.


14
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have,
we lose people. But we never forget them.
And sometimes, it's those memories that
give us the faith to go on.

15
It hurts when something good ends,
but it hurts even more if you cling to it,
knowing that it's not there.

16
It's okay to glance back, but never dwell in the past.
Your future lies ahead and it's waiting for
you to catch up with it.

17
It's not about finding someone who won't fight
with you or make you sad. It's about finding the
person who will still be standing there wiping
the tears away, holding you in their arms after
a fight, and the one who will never leave,
no matter how hard things get.


18
You deserve to be with somebody who makes
you happy. Somebody who's not gonna
complicate your life. Somebody who won't hurt you.


19
Forget about the bad times,
Remember all the good. Love with all your heart,
Live for what you could. Give what you don't need,
hold on tightly to what you do.
Don't lose yourself, it's way to easy too do.

20
It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

21
Everyone has their own story.
A reason they are the way they are.
You have no right to judge someone you
don't know. For all you know,
today could be their last day alive.


22
You can't rely on other people to make you happy.

23
Sometimes when you're young you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans. Big plans. Find your perfect match, the one that completes you. But as you get older you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made were simply plans. Because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you are leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

24
You cry a little, and then you wait for the sun to come out. It always does.

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Sunday, February 26, 2012

It's always times like these when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me.

1
So we went our separate ways, it's been a couple days.
Now I'm doing what I want to, with nobody tellin' me
what I'm gonna do. And I'm feelin' so free, with nobody but me


2
Sometimes there doesn't even have to be a reason.
I knew from experience that no matter how much
you turn things in your head, trying to make
sense of them, some people just defy all logic.


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3
I just want to know if you meant everything you said.
I don’t’ want you back, I don’t want an apology, I just
want the truth. I want to know if what we had was even
worth fighting for in the first place. I want to know
if I cross your mind, I want to know if you realize
just how much you messed up.


4
Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of your
life that you expect it to always be there, because
you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.




5
Don't get my personality and my attitude twisted,
because my personality is me, and my attitude depends on you.

6

You were so busy with whatever else you were doing that was more important than paying attention to me that
you didn't notice I was fading. I was breaking. Right in front of you too, but you must've not had your
eyes open. Why? Why did you give up? There's too many things to have hope for...to have faith in. What's the
point of giving up? And did you notice that one night when I seriously considered throwing away my life?
Did you? I guess you were too busy.

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7
I've been thinking that maybe I think too much. I've been analyzing my behavior and I've realized
that maybe I analyze things too much. I mean, I just want to find some meaning. Do you ever wonder
why you wonder so much? Or do you dream about why you dream? Or do you hope about hopes that have
long before been broken? And if you're broken, are the pieces automatically lost...or can you put
yourself back together somehow?

8
You say you're looking for happiness,
but when it comes you run away from it.
You tell yourself
you don't deserve it.
There's not much more that I can do,
now the rest is up to you. Until

you love yourself, you'll never change.



9
Pain. You just have to ride it out, hope it goes
away on its own, hope the wound that caused it

heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers,
you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside.

Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes
the pain gets you where you least expect it.

Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain,
you just have to fight through, because the truth

is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.

10
A good laugh and a long sleep are the
two best cures for anything

Jonathan Toews

11
Fairy tales are all about putting the
ending in the right place. Things can't

last forever, but that doesn't make them
any less wonderful while they're happening.


12
it's crazy how we always end up where we're meant to.
how even the most ironic situations eventually teach
you something you'd never dreamed you were going to learn


That face


13
Sometimes you have to forget what's gone,
appreciate what still remains,
and look forward to what's coming next.


14
Three rules in relationships: 
don't lie, don't cheat and don't make promises you can't keep.

what I never did is done...


15
I believe everything happens for a reason.
People change so you can learn to let them go.
Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them
when they are right. sometimes good things
fall apart so better things can fall together.
- Marilyn Monroe

16
not to spoil the ending for you, but everything is going to be okay

illinois = home <3


17
And I'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt. I had a pocketful
of dreams but I gave them all to you. Now I think I want them back.

18
People lie and they tell you what you want to hear.
That's
how you end up falling in love with
the person you thought they were.

19

We all dream; we do not understand our dreams,
yet we act as if nothing strange goes

on in our sleep minds, strange at least by
comparison with the logical, purposeful doings

of our minds when we are awake.

20

If karma doesn't get to you soon, believe me, I will.



21
At some point you will realize that you have done
too much for someone, that the only next

possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone.
Walk away. It's not like you're giving

up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just
that you have to draw the line of

determination from desperation. What is truly
yours will eventually be yours, and what is

not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

22
Go ahead and say it: 'I Love You'. You can say it a
thousand times, but true love doesn’t need to be told.


23
I don’t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How 
pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it
can turn into anger so quickly. How your best friend can become your worst enemy. Or when
your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that
you'd do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t
live without. How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the
same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their
time is too much time to spare. How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite
knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives ‘cause
it’s just easier then working things out.

24
torn between two, w h o w o u l d y o u c h o o s e:
the one that you love or the one
that loves you?



25

She's skinnier. She's funnier.
She's prettier. Don't worry,
I wouldn't choose me either

.... or good enough at bowling... nbd... (my life)





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