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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

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1
I wear my ring on a chain now,
instead of my hand. And I deal
with your memories the best I can.
And I've even been out on a date
or two. Someday I might get over you.


2
You know how I know I'm still in love
with you? Because every morning I
wake up
, the first thing I want to
see is your face.




3
You were a liar, but you were the best.

4
I looked at him, and he looked at me,
and for that split second it was like
we forgave each other for everything.




5
Do you think the reason we fight so
much is because we can't face the
fact that we might still be in love?


6
I've dialed your number, half a thousand
times. Hoping just to hear your voice on the
other line. I never had the courage to finally
make that call. I've been missing you so
much, have you been missing me at all?




7
There's a difference between goodbye & letting
go. Goodbye is "I'll see you again when I'm ready
to hold your hand, & when you're ready to hold
mine." Letting go is "I'll miss your hand. I realized
it's not mine to hold, & I will never hold it again.

8
You can't buy happiness,
but you can buy ice cream,
& that's close enough



9
Falling for you wasn't the plan,
but when you held me in your arms,
something told me this is where I need to be.

10
Those nights when you can't sleep, it might be
because you're awake in someone else's dreams



11
I can see myself waking up next to you.
Your face being the first thing I see everyday,
with your bed-head hair & that sleepy smile.

12
If you're not happy with the person you're with,
Don't stay with them.
You're not magically going to wake up one morning
and decide you're going to be happy again.
Someone makes you that way.
Find the someone that makes you happy



13
You don't marry someone you can live with;
you marry the person who you can't live without.

14
After all the stupid mistakes that you've made,
& after all of those flaws that you have, I've
noticed that none of it matters because I truly
love you & once you love someone, it doesn't
really matter what they will become in this world.
So whatever you do in life, I will always love you. <3



15
I guess what scares me the most is knowing
that at any moment, you could rip my heart
out of my chest, tear it in pieces, throw it
on the ground, then stomp all over it.. &
I'd just pick it up, & hand it back to you.

16
Love is such a strong word. When we were
just little kids, we always thought love was just
about hugs, kisses, & happiness. But as we grow,
we learn that it's not just about happiness, it's also
about learning to accept rejections, tears, & heartbreaks.
That's where I come to help you up, wipe those
tears away, put your heart back to one when you're
hurt from love. & when I say, "I love you" you'd better
believe that I mean that with every fiber of my being.




Monday, December 21, 2009

r.i.p britany murphy :(

1
& something has to be right about
us being together, because if it wasn't,
I don't think I would feel the way
I do when you kiss me.



2
And that’s when you realize
hes the boy your crazy for
the one that makes you laugh
on the worst days.
hes not perfect, but neither are you
sometimes hes dorky,but hes your dork
he kisses you in the rain and dances
with no music even though
he knows it cliché
he made you realize it is possible
to have permanent butterflies
every love song makes sense because of him,
because he loves you, and you love him.

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3
I’m just as nervous as you.
Last night I took one look at you
& I got this feeling you’re the right one.



4
The man who really loves a girl
is the man who knows that
he can make the girl cry,
but will never ever try.

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5
I like this boy and just when I
think there is no way he likes me,
I catch him staring at me with a
mile on his face and it makes me wonder.



6
Someday you're going to find
someone who drives you mad,
who you're going to fight with and laugh with.
Someone who you'll do insane things for.
Someone who is going to turn your life upside down.

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7
If a person is single, it doesn't
really mean that he/she knows nothing
about love. In fact, going solo is a lot
wiser than being in a wrong relationship.



8
I keep thinking of how much I love talking
to you. How good you look when you smile.
How much I love your laugh. I daydream
about you off & on, replaying pieces of our
conversations; laughing at funny things that you
said or did. I've memorized your face & the
way that you look at me. I catch myself
smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder
what will happen the next time we are together
& even though neither of us know what the
future holds, I know one thing for sure;
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.



9
And people are always asking how
I'm doing, but every question still has
you in it. And I never think about you,
but you're always on my mind.

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10
Don't feel stupid for missing him; even if
he treated you like shit. You still had happy
memories, & you're always going to miss them
don't try to replace him- because you won't.
Just get through each day, & eventually it'll
get better. I promise. Eventually someone
will come into your life, & whether or not
you realize it, they're going to be something
special to you. So don't throw yourself at
every guy you see, trying to replace him,
or at least the dull memories because you're
only going to make yourself see how hard
he is to replace. Someone better will
eventually come along.




11
you grab my attention when you walk into the room.
it would be midnight and i'm still thinking about you.
i cannot control the feelings you got me going through,
i want to be yours but that's up to you.

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12
I remember when all the games began.
remember every little lie, and every last
goodbye. the promises you broke, words
you choked on, and I never walked away.
It's still a mystery to me



13
i thought i was strong enough.
but, every time i’m around
you, i go weak in the knees.
you are my weakness.

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14
It's hard to wait around
for something that you know
will never happen.
but it's harder to stop
when you know it's everything
you've ever wanted.



15
If she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy.

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16
I see the world in him and it's not just
because I put my world in him. It's
because when I look at him, I see
reasons for brilliant things I never
could have seen in this world before.





17
Love means holding on to someone
just as hard as you can because if you
don't, one blink and they might disappear
...forever.

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18
I love talking to you because I can never
run out of things to say. I never have a
bigger smile or a louder laugh. And
even with everything that I say, I'm still
the only one that understands why I love you.



19
It's so hard to accept the fact you're
gone forever. I never knew I could hurt like
this, and everyday life rolls on like this. I wish
I could talk to you for awhile. I wish I could
find a way to try not to cry, as time goes by.
The hardest thing to do is say goodbye.

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20
I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice.
I'm mad for always apologizing
for things I didn't do. I'm mad for
getting attached. I'm mad for
depending on you and wasting my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking
about you, and most of all for not
hating you when I should.



21
I don't think of you everyday and night,
I got things to do, yeah I'm doing alright.
So I can't explain why in times like these,
I nearly go insane when you're not here with me.

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22
i hate how we never got our chance
to see what we could`ve been. i hate
how i know i`m not over you and
how i pretend to be.



23
you`re right. i`ve never had a bad break up. i`ve
never had my heart broken into a million pieces.
i have no right to put up these walls, right? but i
have seen my friends cry for months over boys
who they gave their hearts to. i`ve seen boys
promise 'forever' only to watch forever end a
few months later, when they find someone better
to sleep with. i`ve been the shoulder to cry on.
i`ve seen the strongest people in the world
become weak for love. and i refuse to be that girl.
i will never fall in love.
Brittany Murphy

24
you`re going to come across people in your
life who will say all the right words at all the
right times. but in the end, it`s always their
actions you should judge them by. it`s actions,
not words, that matter.



25
you only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love
you and mean it with all of their heart.
don't forget those people who stood by
you through it all. those special few that
were there for you until the end.

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26
what you say and how you look does
not define who you are, because some
of the most beautiful people do the
ugliest things. you owe it to the people
who hate you, who disrespect you and
who put you down, because they are
the ones who have made you who you
are today; for keeping your head up and
not breaking down when you want to.



27
At least three weaks of bottled up tears
came pouring out last night. My head
pounded & my eyes hurt. It wasn`t like I
needed to cry for three weeks; I have
actually been happy for awhile, but
everything just built up too high & caused
me to crash again - just when I was
starting to do so good.

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28
time is ticking away.
yes, you're young. but the years fly.
and soon, you'll be wondering what
would have happened if you would have
spoken what was inside your heart.



29
Expecting life to treat you well just
because you're a good person is like
expecting an angry bull not to charge
you because you're a vegetarian.

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30
when i look around i think this is good enough
and i try to laugh at whatever life brings because
when i look down, i just miss all the good stuff
and when i look up, i just trip over things.



31
It's an amazing feeling when you find the boy who,
you know, no matter what happens, you two will
always make it through everything, all the hard
times because you love each other that much.

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32
Everywhere I go he's always on my mind and I'm going
crazy about him lately. & I can't help myself from how
my heart is racing.



33
I want to love someone whose heart has
been broken, so that he knows exactly
how it feels and won't break mine.

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34
Life's problems wouldn't be called "hurdles"
if there wasn't a way to get over them.



35
Everyone keep's telling me to just get
over you and to move on, they obviously
don't understand just how hard I've already tried.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

1
Strange how a single conversation can change you.
Or maybe it only seems that way in retrospect.
A year passes and you know you feel differently,
but you’re not sure what or why or how,
so your mind casts back for
something that might give that difference shape:
a word, a glance, a touch.



2
We can never really love anybody
with whom we never laugh with.



3
If I knew missing you was going to be
a part of my life, I never would have let you in.

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4
When you hugged me, was when I really started to cry.
It was when it all actually hit me. No heaves and sighs,
just tears flowing down my cheeks.  Most people
would have just given me a hug and let go, but
you hung on, like you were trying to make sense
out of it all too, like you needed the hug
just as much as I did.



5
It always makes my day to see his smile
Even if he's not smiling at me



6
i wish everyone didn't have such
high expectations of me...
because it's bad enough i let myself down...
i don't need to let everyone else down too



7
Together forever, it was the kind of promise
children made to each other, he thought.
Before they knew anything about a
world that could tear them apart.



8
Sometimes you need a breakdown.
One of those yell at everyone,
cry until you fall, and can’t breathe
kind of breakdowns. then you feel better.
And if you don’t, then at least people
know you’re not okay.



9
If you don't go through the hard times,
you don't appreciate how good you really have it.



10
Don't worry about falling in love,
in fairytales they don't fall in love until the last page.



11
Sometimes, loving is like smoking a cigarette.
They won't stop smoking till they reach the filter;
and when they are already done and satisfied,
they'll not just drop you, they'll even step on you.



12
Avoiding something doesn't always
mean that you hate it,
it could also mean that you want it
but you just know that it isn't right.



13
Chances are like lightning,
they never hit the earth at the same spot twice.
So when a chance comes your way,
grab it cause it may never come again.



14
Your first love. You know who I'm talking about,
because I bet you read the words, "first love,"
and that one boy just came to mind. There's
nothing like that first boy you were afraid to love.
That one boy you knew it was love, despite what
others said. That one boy who changed your
expectations and that one boy who you compare
all the future boys with. Because deep down inside,
you knew he was the one.
The one who set the standards for love.




15
We spend our whole lives telling ourselves that
everything happens for a reason when in reality,
it's just that we give reasons for everything that happens


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16
Seeing him was like hearing an old song
come on the radio; bringing up so many
old feelings and memories that you can't tune out.




17
If the world were to end within the next
ten minutes, you're the one I'd want to
spend those minutes with.


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18
You know how sometimes, like when
someone dies, you're sad and it's okay
to be sad but then there are other times
when you're supposed to be happy
but you're sad anyway and that's even
worse than the times when you're allowed to be sad.




19
Never forget what they did to you,
but never let them know you remember.

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20
You could see it in her eyes,
she liked him and it was absolutely killing he




21
I know it's childish and stupid, and it will
probalby never happen, but I wish for you
at 11:11 every single night


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22
And I get how rock can beat scissors, but there's no way paper can beat rock. How can paper leave a rock immobile? Why can't paper do this to scissors? Forget scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why. Because paper can't beat anybody. A rock would tear that paper up in about two seconds. When I play Rock, Paper, Scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims they have beaten me with their paper, I punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, "Oh, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you."



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Monday, November 16, 2009

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1
I like to take naps,
because when you wake up,
you forget all the crap,
going wrong in your life,
for a whole ten seconds.

2
She laid her heart and soul right in
your hands
, and you stole her every
dream
, you crushed her plans.
She never even knew she had a choice,
& that's what happens when the
only voice
she hears is tellin' her she can't.
You stupid boy.
-Stupid Boy; Keith Urban

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3
its the worst feeling;
telling someone i love you more
and knowing that it's probably true

4
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget what we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us.
Somewhere we went wrong.
Our love is like a song,
but you won't sing along.
You've forgotten about us



5
What's different about us is that we're friends. Well, maybe we're not just friends. But the base of all we know is friendship. He may think I'm beautiful, but he'll still tease me about how he has to look down to see me. And we may cuddle up and watch movies, but we'll still laugh and make jokes about every line. We may hold hands, but we also get into fake fights that I know he lets me win every time. He gets mad when I don't think highly of myself, and I get mad when he won't tell me what's wrong. We know more about each other than anyone. And maybe that's the thing that makes it so perfect, that he's not just the friend or the lover, but he's the missing piece to my puzzle.

6
If you don't go through the hard times,
you don't appreciate how good you really have it.


7.
cause i love you, whether it’s wrong or right
and though i can't be with you tonight, you
know my heart is by your side


8
It seems like the simplest concept.
Just push everyone away, & you'll never get hurt.
However, the simplest isn't always the most effective.




9
The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.

10
I know that "we" will never happen,
so I'm not even gonna bother with planning for what if.




11
No matter how painful your decision has been,
as long as you can sleep well at night,
it means you did the right choice.

12
I hate how being "just friends" is good enough for you.
I hate how you joke around like we used to.
I hate how you can just go on like it doesn't hurt you when it's killing me.



13
If you have to try and convince yourself
you don't care about someone,
you care about them more than you think.


14
The person you end up needing the most
is the person you swore you never wanted in the first place.



15
Isn't it a shame every time you hear my name
Brought up in a casual conversation, you can't think straight?
And isn't it sad you can't forget about what we had,
Take a look at her and do you like what you see,
Or do you secretly wish it was me?
Cause I'll be there in the back of your mind from the day we met,
Till you were making me cry..

16
And sometimes,
I just like to pretend your mine,
even though you're hers forever



17
And I’m still here waiting there to catch you if you fall,
I don’t know why I care so much when I shouldn’t care at all.

18
You know he's something special
when no matter what kind of mood you're
in, he can always manage to make you smile




19
I’m just as nervous as you.
Last night I took one look at you
& I got this feeling you’re the right one

20
They say when penguins find their mate
the stay together for the rest of their lives.
Will you be my penguin?



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